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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
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1:57 am
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Ive never felt so alone in my whole life.
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| Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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10:27 pm
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Today, it was beautiful outside. Today, I felt pretty for the first time in god knows when. Today, I loved campus and I loved my classes. I loved my friends and my sorority.
I went to class. I nailed my presentation. I took a smoothie to Jeeves because she has mono and feels bad. I took a nice long nap (since I was up late last night doing work). I made myself a microwave dinner and watched one tree hill and real world and laguna beach. I painted my toenails and sat in my room with Ellen and Jeeves and talked and laughed.
Yesterday I couldnt find a reason to get out of bed, and today, I wouldnt change the way my life is for anything.
Life is good, and Im okay.
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| Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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5:44 pm
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Things I will never forget about my first year of college:
Currey 4
Smoking on top of furman
Sigma Chi glow party
Cheesy bread
DG formal
Bid day
Big/little revealing
Issac, Seth
Rites of spring
My birthday
4/20
Calc class and pujo
Derby days
Elimidate parties with Christy
Watching Vandy play in the sweet 16
This is a work in progress.
current music: Travis-the weight
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3:27 pm
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So for some increadibly masochistic reason, I decided to go back and read my lj entries from last winter (senior year) and got to the conversation where Sam starts to tell me how he hooked up with Meagan...hah, little did I know at that point that they would end up together for so long.
Bleh...that was depressing.
Also, I sort of noticed that my entries back then were a lot shorter...more coherent, and a lot more enjoyable. Less of "and then we got drunk...and then we smoked...and then we got drunk..." but what can I do, I love the weekend recaps? Anyhow, I promise to work on making my entries better from now on.
I also want to start leaving some entries unlocked, hopefully meet some new people.
Today is a good day. I took my bio final (which went...okay?), picked up my bio paper which I made an A on (!!!) and then came home and took a really satisfying nap. Its also gorgeous outside, and, the woman that im supposed to work for this summer finally called me back. I just showered and after I dry my hair im going to go down and see if Seth is around. I...miss the kid.
current music: Coldplay-Dont panic
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| Monday, March 29th, 2004
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3:42 pm
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Seth called me up last night and asked me to go to the phantom planet concert at the exit/in with him. Super cute. It was, however, a little akward since I went sober (Seth doesnt drink) and I dont dance unless Im drunk...but we just stood together and listened to the music and it was cute. Every now and then Id lean back on him and look up and we'd sing to each other.
I had some weird dreams last night. One was that I was hanging out with Landi and Madhav and it was just...really weird. The second one was that Sam was showing me around the RV (he called me today, by the way), the third was that Leslie for some reason got shot...but she was okay?
Anyhow...psych test tomorrow is going to kill me. Going to study now.
current music: Phantom Planet-always on my mind
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003
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11:17 pm
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Shes here. I cant believe shes actually fucking here.
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| Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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5:34 pm
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| Saturday, March 1st, 2003
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11:16 am
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I feel like seven kinds of shit.
Also, I almost died last night, I think.
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| Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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9:24 pm
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| Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
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10:10 pm
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My personality is rated 26.What is yours?
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.
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| Wednesday, January 1st, 2003
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11:17 pm
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We fell asleep in each others arms.
Perfect.
Oh, boy. I still love you.
current music: The Cure-Just like heaven
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4:44 pm
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Blackstar485 (4:19:35 PM): Well
Blackstar485 (4:19:42 PM): I wanted my midnight kiss to be you or Aaron
Blackstar485 (4:19:52 PM): Aaron was in Owasso, and who knows where the hell you were.
Sams A Studd (4:21:18 PM): Thats why i called was the midnight kiss
Hmmm. I hate it when he randomly pulls this cutesy shit. It makes it so hard for me to fall out of love with him.
And he just asked if im coming over tonight.
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| Tuesday, December 31st, 2002
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12:46 am
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So...I was accepted to Villanova University. Which is the #1 regional school in the east, or something like that, according to my father.
Whooee? I dont even want to go there.
Kase, seriously. Even if you read this in the middle of the night, give me a call. I need to hear that youre okay.
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| Monday, December 30th, 2002
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11:11 pm
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I called Landi. His phone was off.
After the beep. It was hard to get my mouth to move. It was hard to get the words out.
I almost cried leaving the message.
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5:26 pm
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Sams A Studd (4:46:22 PM): Bagh
Sams A Studd (4:46:44 PM): Sorry I didn't call you back, I went ot creek nation w/ ethan and lost 75, so I went home and slept
Sams A Studd (4:46:58 PM): I was in a pissy mood afterwards
Blackstar485 (4:47:55 PM): Yeah, I know. You pissed me off.
Sams A Studd (4:48:29 PM): Well, it's creek nation's fault
Blackstar485 (4:48:56 PM): No, it isnt
Blackstar485 (4:49:21 PM): You know we're supposed to hang out over the break, and you gamble practically every night of the week...yet you cant set aside one night for me, who you never see.
Sams A Studd (4:49:57 PM): Did I ever say we're not going to hang out?
Blackstar485 (4:50:22 PM): We'll see.
Blackstar485 (4:50:55 PM): You could have at least called, not that I expected you to
Blackstar485 (4:51:47 PM): Good move apologizing tho. Otherwise I wouldve been much more pissed off.
Sams A Studd (4:52:39 PM): i do what i remember to do
Yeah...I gave in. Im weak and pathetic. Sue me.
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| Sunday, December 29th, 2002
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11:12 am
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Something I forgot to mention. Last night my brothers standing in front of the mirror in our bathroom...turning around observing himself. Hes trying to decide if he wants to keep his sweater.
Hey...is this too big?
Umm...yeah.
::laughs:: Where?
I walk up to him and tug at the sides and stomach. He pauses to think.
Do I look fat?
...Yeah.
And we both burst out laughing.
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12:45 am
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In what state is the area code 858?
If anyone could answer this...it would be greatly appreciated.
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| Wednesday, December 25th, 2002
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4:43 pm
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So. The Okada family xmas.
Wake up call was at 10 AM. Dim sum was served promptly at 10:30 (egg rolls, hum boa (sp?), shu mai, gyoza, a cinnamin rolls for myself). Dishes were washed and gift opening began at 12. Took a 30 minute break at 2 PM and finished up around 4.
Lots of presents, all opened one at a time. Nothing I got was really a surprise, except the external hard drive. My mom wrapped up the pair of cords that have been sitting on my floor for the past month and said she'd pay for them...gee, thanks mom, what a great gift. Same with the t-shirt I bought. I also got my skagen watch which I fucking LOVE and my birkenstocks which are very comfortable...the external hard drive, some stila eyeshadow, money, some cds (Carole King-Tapestry, Guster-Lost and gone forever, DMB-Under the table and dreaming, James Taylor-October road, and 3 wilco cds that my brother gave me...), socks, a gold cross pendant (that I dont really like), clinique happy body lotion...and other stupid little things that I dont really need. My brother and I both got our annual sees chocolates and nutcracker decorations. Mine was a school teacher and davids was a vinter. We both also got our annual asian candy from my grandma (tomo ame, pocky sticks, and these apple flavored chewy candies). The only thing I really asked for that I didnt get was Belle and Sebastian-Tigermilk, and the Virgin suicides soundtrack. But overall, a decent xmas.
Must go to vintage stock soon and find the following:
U2-Best of 1980-1990
Ok go-Ok go
James Taylor-Greatest hits vol. 2
Ryan Adams-Gold
Belle and Sebastian-Tigermilk
Virgin suicides soundtrack.
Dinner is scheduled for 5:30. Hurrah. Am very excited about christmas ham.
current music: Carole King-Where you lead
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| Monday, December 23rd, 2002
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6:28 pm
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Take note: Recently Ive been locking most of my entries. Ive also gone back and locked some old ones. From now on they will all most likely be locked, so if you want to continue reading this, add me as a friend, and I'll probably add you back.
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| Friday, December 20th, 2002
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11:51 pm
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